R.I.P. Benjamin Bruyninckx
This looks exactly like something, that i've endured before.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment"
We would tell you were sorry for not being able to take the pain off of your body and put it on our own, because we would.
this is not fair, i feel so sorry for the people who were very close to him...GOD BLESS EVERYONE*... we just went through this 5 months ago. And now, starting back from step one. Everyone needs someone and obviously everyone doesnt. WHY WHY WHY?
How do you get that lonely...How do you hurt that bad...How is Having no life at all...better than the life you had...How do you feel so empty, you wanna let it all go...How do you get that lonely and nobody know?
I dont blame anyone, we all do the best we can, but i still dont understand... Quiet now, your voice seems miles away...I'll sing along, the whole day through, just do your best to hear me- its all you can do...With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow...You have my attention...Like a shout through an empty sanctuary...Speak but a whisper...I’ll hear a sermon...While you sleep safely...I’ll be thinking about you
All my love goes out to everyone*_eAe* | 
but he was so great to me after my surgery. perfect. sorry i have to brag. haha. and for christmas i got a gorgeous ring. yay. I just talked to him and he said he might be coming home in a couple weeks but only for a few days. but im really excited bc it was supposed to be like 3 months. haha. New Years was alrite. Brutus's house is always a ball.